My story

My story is about how my life got to this and it was pretty hard. I am going to write about how everything has effected my life and how I responded to those things. Another thing I am going to write about is the hardest things I had to go though from when I was little and until now. I am also going to write about the easy things in my life that weren't that hard to go through. Also I am going to write about my family and how it affects me and what they have taught me years ago. Finally I am going to write about the most important people in my life whether or not they are not here anymore or if they are but i have on special person that meant a lot to me.

My life started out really bad at the time because me dad left when I was about 3 years old. My parents ended up splitting up 2 mouths later and I still remember after 10 years every single word that they where saying because it was that hard to deal with. Every since he left nothing in my life has been the same because I see all my friends with dads and i am like the only one that doesn't have no and I am like alone because I can;t tell my friends stories about him because they aren't good stories because he isn't a good person to talk about. Sometimes I think about what if he didn't leave then I would still have him around and not in another state hiding from the people who are trying to find him. But I still think to this very day that I am better off without him at least that's what my mom says. But after my parents split up I lived with both of my grandparents because my brother and I had to only see one parent per week so pretty much we would meet up at one place and we would switch cars until the next week.

My life got better after everything was agreed from where my brother and I don't have to see my dad until 10 years pasted. I ended up living with my mom and things where much better with her because all the bad things that was going on with my dad isn't there anymore. Me and my brother Jason had to go to different places around the United States because it was for safety and things like that but after my dad moved out of Colorado Jason and I were able to move back home. When we moved back we got a dog and me and Jason still don't get along on somethings but when it comes to are dog we don't argue about things. Its like everything got better on everything in are lives there is no more bad people that are in it so we finally didn't feel afraid of anyone.

Last year in Sixth grade things where great. On Halloween I got to see my friends and celebrate my birthday with me half sister Catherine. We had lots of fun going around my neighborhood and getting candy I think the funniest things that happened that day was that my brother Jason put on a big plastic pumpkin thing and he cut holes in it and he put it on his head he was the headless horse man. But the next day was kinda good at the beginning because we had are first dance of the year. Everyone was having a good time even me but them the dance we over and we all had to go home. I was almost to Lochbuie and my mom texted me when I was on the bus and she asked me if i wanted a ride home and I told her I wanted to walk home so I did. When I got home my mom called me up to her room and told me to sit on her bed so I did. She reminded me that my grand dad had to have kidneys removed because he had cancer in them. Well my mom told me that he didn't make it. I thought she was lying but then I remembered when I walked through the door my brother was crying and he never cries so I knew it was real. I cried me eyes out all night long even when I was at my grandma's house I was crying it was that hard for me because he was my dad that's why I call him grand dad. But then Monday came I had to go to school I didn't want to but I had no choice. I didn't talk to anyone for mouths one time I almost started crying right in the middle of class it was that bad.

After all the things that went on in November I just didn't want Christmas to come because it wouldn't be the same without my grand dad to be there with me it just wasn't the same. I tried to be happy but it didn't work because when the funeral came I had to see my dad and I never wanted to see him again because I couldn't trust him and i still can trust him. But when it did happen I was the saddest person there it wasn't fun. After 2013 was over it got way better everything was good at school I had good grades and everything was great even when people started to hate me for some reason I don't even know i still didn't care because i just wanted to focus on school and everything that I had to make up from when I didn't do anything when my grand dad passed away.

2014 was the year I actually liked school and i have always hated school but when that year was over i just wanted summer to come because I got to see my summer camp friends who I haven't seen in years. In the summer I got a chance to go to my cabin for 3 days i thought i might die because I think the mountains hate me because every time I go up there something bad always happens to me. But I went anyways and nothing bad happened to me for once. When we got back to the house I went swimming that whole week and it was really fun because I got to see my friends Josh, Hunter, and Evan and they are like my best friends in the world. I really enjoyed my summer because i got to see my friends and my family. Over all I had a really good summer after all the bad ones I had years ago that summer I will always remember because it means a lot.

All in all I have ups and downs when it comes to things like this but they all end up good in the end. Who knows I might have better luck after this year or maybe even this years who knows. Over all the difficult things I had to go through it did get better because I am happy with the family I have and I am also happy with the people that have left and came because they have been so nice and they feel like family to me even though they aren't but oh well.